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Tuesday 22 July 2014

Above is just a bad random picture I took at a tile store. Post inspired by Katherine is Awesome.
I think that these past few weeks I've lowered in self confidence but I just need to learn that life is life and everything happens for a reason - as cliche as it sounds. I'm having trouble learning that at the moment but it's in the works. I can't keep expecting good things to come my way because in reality, life doesn't work that way. This post is for me to vent and tell someone about what I'm going through - it may not look like a huge deal when you read it but my emotion is much more complicated than what I write. Even if one person reads it, I'll will feel a lot better - there are times when you just need someone to talk to and when you're stuck at home doing school work, you don't exactly have the time to have a proper conversation with someone. Here's me rambling on about my problems.

There are no words for this...
  • The New Zealand weather, I can't stand it anymore.
  • I've lost my iPhone 5 lighting cable while I was out at Newmarket (I think) and it honestly pisses me off because I spent $29 on that stupid little thing after the other one broke. I'm a magnet for bad lightning cable situations. So angry at myself at the moment.
  • I've been rejected more than twice this week/month by certain things, not romantic interest wise, but work wise. Nothing is worse than being pushed down to the ground with rejection and you don't know how to get back up. You start looking at things and start to think about self-worth and if you're good at something or not. I'll admit, it's about blogging. I know I love blogging but there are just times where I think "Oh, I'll just leave it to the people who are good at it" but then again, I think of how much I love blogging and start to question myself on why I was thinking those things. I should just do what I love, right? There just things in life you can't control though. It's hard for me to recover from things, I'm working on it. 
  • School work is drowning me... as I'm typing this, I have approximately 5 pages of work to finish off before Monday - I should really get cracking shouldn't I?
  • Again, I think I have more things that concern me than being happy.

Nice words come to mind...
  • I went to the Trelise Cooper headquarters earlier this month, I didn't know what to expect nor did I have any expectations but the place was beautiful with the nicest people. I've never been to places like that before and I couldn't ask for anything better then that.
  • Almond milk - I'm semi lactose intolerant (Is that even possible?) so it's been amazing. Tastes good and doesn't make me feel sick.
  • My parents. They've been and still are amazing to me so I feel horrible for being mean to them as I was in the heat of the moment. I'm grateful for absolutely everything they've done for me.

1 comment

  1. that is not a bad random picture! good luck for everything ♥