GET WAISTED

Saturday 7 March 2015

So here's the sitch. One week of university down, and I'm not sure how to go about that. 52 more weeks of no one telling you to study sounds more painful than someone telling you to study every day. How I'm feeling now, and since the start of the week is reflected in this outfit here, those complicated layers of constantly wanting more and not feeling like you've crammed enough in your brain, that constant dissatisfaction with your brain when you first get into university is unreal; but maybe that's just from the unnecessary, paranoid and crazy high expectations for myself. I don't think I've ever forgotten to eat and sleep until this point in life. Despite this I don't think I've ever liked school so much in my life either, much like styling, photographing and blogging. It's the constant dissatisfaction of the photography, styling and blogging that gets me going, it's the constant dissatisfaction that makes me want to improve as a person, and I don't ever think you'd ever be satisfied. I have three goals this year to 'improve' on that self, not the "I want to lose weight" or "I want to exercise more" junk; 1. Quality weekly blogging (1-2 posts a week) 2. Get a job at Karen Walker 3. Pass those prerequisite courses 4. Study at least 3 hours a day 5. Do more editorials and hopefully pitching them to a local magazine for print. 6. Launch new and improved Nicrific.com. High expectations. All on show, better not disappoint and embarrass myself now right? (Outfit details below, as always).