THOUGHTS INTO WORDS

THOUGHTS INTO WORDS

Friday 23 May 2014

Miusigny

As I write this, I don't know what to call this yet but I was inspired by Katherine is Awesome's Highs and Low(e)s to write this blog post. I come across things that piss me off and am happy about every month and would like to release some of that anger and excitement with you (I'm not an angry person, I promise! I don't need anger management - this will do).

I am currently still at school and so naturally, I get pissed off at little immature kids. I am currently a Fashion & Lifestyle blogger and so naturally, I get pissed off with what they wear (aka. slutty clothing) - don't get me wrong, I know it doesn't and shouldn't affect my life which is completely fine but I'm talking about the physical affects (Wow, I'm speaking like as if it's going to kill me or something - sometimes it feels like it will). Let me explain.

There are no words for this...

• People at school having those huge Country Road side bags - Literally no joke - 2/3 of students at my school wears this and when there are thousands of students crowding around one place, it feels like a truck is driving over you where it skims and presses on your thighs. I mean, I'm guilty that I have one of my own but I don't wear it to school. They look pretty but it's come to the point where it's a little overrated now. It's overrated AND it affects my school life (Ah, so dramatic?) 
• New Zealand cosmetic and clothing prices. Need I say more?
• This. I feel like I'm an auto replay machine... If that even exists.
• People always giving me the evil stare like I've just murdered someone... (or maybe I'm just paranoid)
• I STILL don't have my learners license. Procrastination gets the best of me I must admit.
• I know this is silly but I pisses me off when people don't spend enough time with their family, like they take their family - whose nurtured and taken care of them through life - for granted. It's so, so frustrating because I know for a fact that parents give so much to their children and their children treat the efforts like dirt. 
• Ok, ok. Things are getting a little serious here, but the cringe moment when you go through 3/4 years of Facebook timeline posts ah. I had a little meltdown on how retarded I was and that's also the time when I realised why nobody liked me. What's worse is the inability to let go of my past. A lot of things happened a few years back and I just can't toss away the bad memories because it feels like it'd engraved into every inch of my head - and skull, just in case they try to escape. Everywhere I look, it reminds me of those bad times. 
• When someone decided they're going to make a judgement on you after someone's been gossiping about you before even getting to know you. Doesn't that say more about the person who's gossiping than you? I don't understand people.
• It seems like I have a lot more things that piss/sadden me off rather than things that make me smile. 

Nice words come to mind...

• Soon, I will be partnering with a Japanese designer living in L.A, Miusigny (Miho). So, that's exciting! - Miho's clothing is absolutely stunning. More information coming soon.
• NZFW is in August. - fingers crossed I am able to get my hands on a Delegates Pass.
• Oh gosh, this bag makes me swoon every time. Move over, Burberry. Come on forth, Vivinenne Westwood.
• I feel like I will have the courage to book models from agencies in a few weeks when I have more spare time. I've always been scared because I'm not experienced enough, my camera isn't amazing and I can't drive but seriously - there's nothing holding me back. I watched Britians Got Talent last night and it inspired me (as weird as that sounds). There was an act that came up and at first, people thought she would be a joke because she said, "I discovered I could sing and we only get one life to make the most of it" then when she opened her mouth and sang, that powerhouse of a voice came out of that tiny body and I thought to myself that it could be me with my photography despite the fact that I have a shit (I'd like to emphasise on that swear word) camera. 
• I'm going to go ahead and book models in a few weeks time.
• The excitement I have to get into university and let go of my past - to start living in the present.   Have a fresh start. 
• Have you seen Divergent??? Go watch it.
• For once in my life, I feel like I have something worth waking up to everyday (besides my family of course). I now live and breathe blogging, it's the first thing I think about every morning and something I can't help but do everyday.